
Although my first bodybuilding competition was almost two months ago, I am just now taking the time to condense all of my thoughts and reflections into a blog. I suppose my delay has been from a combination of burn out and, in all honesty, some form of Bipolar-ism as it relates to the feelings I have had about my experience with competitive bodybuilding.
I can definitely say that stepping onto that stage was not one of those life-changing moments full of glory and pride as many of the IFBB Pros disclose in their interviews. Although the show prep, and the experience in its entirety, was life changing and helped me to realize that I am stronger than I had ever given myself credit for, the show itself was a bit of a letdown. I am not saying this to discourage anyone against competing as I fully intend on competing again. I am expressing myself with such candor so that you can avoid some of the mistakes I believe were responsible for my less than gratifying experience. Hopefully some of what I am sharing will prepare you newbies so that you do not make the same mistakes.
Experiment with your tan weeks in advance
I obsessed over my posing, my diet, my training, my hair, my makeup and finding that perfect bikini (I actually purchased 5 in the pursuit of finding that perfect one), but did not put much thought into my tan. I was told by a few compettitors that no one in my area could spray-tan dark enough and to purchase “Pro Tan” and simply apply the day before. ha ha….There was nothing simple about the application of this stuff. I did not know to avoid lotion application prior to “Pro Tan” application. As a result, my poor coach, my mom and a fellow compettitor had to “paint” me with the Pro Tan for about 6 hours. After layer upon runny layer, we simply couldnt get it right. I had to go in to weigh-ins with a wacked out spray tan. Luckily, I found a sponsored spray tanner at weigh ins, but I had wasted hours upon hours in a frantic state. I was unable to get my nails and other preperation done because I had spent so much time trying to apply a tan that I eventually ended up washing off anyhow. Wow, had this really drained my energy and my swagger. Make sure you have a “plan for your tan” as it is such a major component of show prep.
9 week prep may be too extreme
Depending on your current physique, 9 week prep time may or may not be realistic. When I saw my coach for the first time, 9 weeks out from my first show, I was on the cusp. She warned me that she would prep me for the show but that I may or may not be ready in time for the show I insisted on doing. Although the competttion lifestyle is extreme for most, I would say that my prep was even more so . Up to a week prior to the show, my trainer did not know if I was going to be “stage ready”. I believe this sense of urgency and rush drained my confidence. In the back of my mind, I knew most of my competition had weeks of traning on me and I still cant help but wonder what I would have looked like if I had 3-6 additional weeks of prep under my belt before I stepped on that stage.
Posing and stage presence is just as important as training
Due to my limited time frame, I was only able to get 3 posing lessons in before the show. The biggest problem with this, is the fact that my phsique was changing on a daily basis. My posing routine was evolving as my body did..I never felt that I mastered a solid presentation for my physique as I was experiencing constant change.
Expect the unexpected
It is also important for compettitors to have a flexible frame of mind the day of the show. During the morning of the show, in the compettitor’s meeting, the head judge announced that bikini compettitors could not do any “side posing”. I panciked as that was an integral part of my routine..i thought it was actually one of my most flattering poses. Furthermore, the stage directors warned my class that we needed to be brisk on the stage because the other divisions had taken so long. He threatened that if we took over 30 seconds on our individual routine, we would be kicked off the stage. Once again, panic set it. Ultimately, my frantic response to this unexpected change in routine really did a number on my stage presence.
Mixed Emotions
As soon as the show was over, I was ready to plan for my next. It wasnt necessarily that it was the most amazing experience of my life. I simply wanted to redeem and better myself. I suppose I am still in the pursuit of that “ahh” moment that the pros speak of. That moment when I step on stage, exuding confidence and having the sense that I was the best I could be…no doubts..no regrets..no anxiety.
Tags: bodybuilding, competitive bodybuilding, fitness compettition, NPC bikini compettition